Wednesday, June 25, 2008

um.

amsterdam was like being inside a clock. luxembourg is like being inside a chess game. i have never ever in my life felt this anxoius and this exhausted and this tired. i feel like a big angst ridden failure, and it is verz difficult to enjoy myself at the moment. im thinking of going back to the uk. its ok to be disappointed in me.

im disappointed in me.

3 comments:

mbb said...

Take it easy. Have few beers and stop trying to achieve. Look around. eat some cake. Most things can be fixed by beer and or cake.

Clog said...

failed?
no way!
If I might point something out?

You hopped on a plane, by yourself, when you'd never been that far overseas before. That took a lot of guts, and yeah, it might not be what you expected, but at least you got as far as to find that out :D

Keep going, and the prescription for beer and cake sounds pretty awesome!

lots of love.

Clog said...

*disappointed? (not failed...my bad :D)